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I have to leave my dorm…
Going to go stay with a close friend..I can’t stay here right now, I am losing my shit. I don’t know what any of this even means…
Camera is going back
Giving Nick back his camera tomorrow. I can’t handle having this anymore really. Maybe if I give it back it’ll stop and go away. I can’t take this feeling of things watching me anymore and it started after I got this camera.Fuck.
Answer:
Don’t know dude. I mean physically I’m fine, mentally I’m pretty out of it…
ripvontinkle replied to your video: I’m not happy with Nick filming some of the shit…
It’s saying it’s unavailable and that you might need to wait a few mins for the vid to process.
That’s..really weird. I’ll try to fix it…
I’m not happy with Nick filming some of the shit he did…but I can understand it at least. Still..I’m..honestly scared.
Can’t sleep
I keep waking up. Or I guess I don’t even sleep. It’s like someone is constantly watching me. Like that feeling you get when you know eyes are on you, the hair on the back of your neck stands up and you get goosebumps.
I need to start being more open to Nick about this, because this shit is really starting to get to me. He can’t keep denying something weird is going on. I don’t know what the fuck we did, but it feels almost like we opened pandora’s box. I just hope we can close that shit..
Answer:
I seriously have no idea what the fuck you are talking about. I didn’t bring anyone back
