Going to go stay with a close friend..I can’t stay here right now, I am losing my shit. I don’t know what any of this even means…
Giving Nick back his camera tomorrow. I can’t handle having this anymore really. Maybe if I give it back it’ll stop and go away. I can’t take this feeling of things watching me anymore and it started after I got this camera.Fuck.
I’m not happy with Nick filming some of the shit he did…but I can understand it at least. Still..I’m..honestly scared.
I just don’t really know what to make of all this…
I keep waking up. Or I guess I don’t even sleep. It’s like someone is constantly watching me. Like that feeling you get when you know eyes are on you, the hair on the back of your neck stands up and you get goosebumps.
I need to start being more open to Nick about this, because this shit is really starting to get to me. He can’t keep denying something weird is going on. I don’t know what the fuck we did, but it feels almost like we opened pandora’s box. I just hope we can close that shit..
This is all we were left with…
I got like two asks regarding this that I answered privately.
My friend Nick got a USB drive in the mail that had this video on it. We aren’t really sure what it has to do with anything but it was really unsettling. Someone reversed the audio for us and it made me even more unsettled..But yeah this is it.
In trying to get things back to normal, Nick and I just hanging out. While he reads cosmo.
So shit..sort of went to hell today. I can’t even begin to talk about it. I know Nick recorded it so it’ll be up soon I hope..
I have to let this go. I promised nick that I would let it go and just start focusing on us getting things back to normal. I can’t keep obsessing like this. The more I freak out about it, the worse things seem to get.
For the record, I don’t like to think anything is actually..following us or stalking us. I think that’s silly. I want to believe this is all just a string of really awkward and strange coincidences. Yeah..
OH. So that’s why you haven’t been posting much video. Dude, if you ever need to get away, we have an extra bed.
Yeah. I’m pretty sure Nick will put up..something soon. He’d been obsessively filming. And I know, I don’t want to just leave him be though since he’s exhausted all options..I don’t know. I feel like I’m at the end of my rope here. Something really fucked up happened today and I’m still freaked out…